After I got the gift of tongues, and run with the time I get visions and hearing the voice of the GOD. now when praise and worship in church my body spin and i aolso dance in pray i mean with close eyes.
My heart always feel happy, I feel the Lord blessed with abundantly.
However, at 18 january 2009 when I joined first service at 8 am at Tiberias Indonesia church branch of Mangga Dua Square. I dancing in praise but a security in that place stoping me dancing. He asking me to go back to my seat. Even though I continue to dance and pray not heed his speech, after I did not hear what the sound man thent I ask to the Lord: "God's why I stopped? it is not that I deliberately seen people dancing, you just move my body of my dancing?"
It is the lesson from God to me. Through this incident reminds me of God will experience back Choo Thomas who writes her experiences in the book Heaven is so Real that I read in 2005.
at pray time I said, "Lord, now I have experienced the sadness of your child, Choo Thomas , and I believe there is a beautiful plan for me to provide you that it will be beautiful when I was ready to receive them."
Two weeks had passed, in each of worship that I follow, preaching God's servants (Pastor. Josua Tumakaka and Pastor. Ara Siahaan) I believe contains the message of God to me. I trust God speaks through the mouth, down my servants struggle on in spite of my grief I never talk down this second pastor.
Conclusion of their preaching: "God let something sad that my heart's going to make me grow and more mature in spirit. God let the devil work through my church workers to see up my obedience."
I am still given by the freedom to choose: continue dancing for HIM or reject this ointment. God wanted to see if I change my heart when I experienced the incredible sadness deep in the heart. God knows whether I would take the decision to leave HIM and the work of the Holy Spirit in my heart for God through nice dance as the living sacrifice.
Praise you GOD, i praise you JESUS, praise you Holy Spirit
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