CROSS

this day, on tuesday service as usual, when in prayer and praise worship my foot step forward and my body shake, then and I am speechless with upraised hands and my face upwards. Then rotate my body and I danced in the holy dance.

My Mouth pray and say many thanks to GOD, suddenly my hands be attracted. I feel my hands being crucified. I cried out in pain. "Lord, i feel very sick"
then i heard the voice in my heart says: "I first have to bear, now you feel."
I say: "O Lord, now I believe that you have been crucified in the cross. Thank you to give your
flesh for me. You are really good."

speak in tongue eventhough I do not understand but I am very confident that the Spirit is being spoken to Father in Heaven to translate speech of my thanks.

Then, not long my mouth said: "Lord Jesus, thank you, you really the King of Kings."
after that, my body bend marks reverence, then dance is over.

when i relized that i am crossed like JESUS was, i am shock.
oh my Lord.... what can i say without a million thanks.

Thank God

This evening I attended worship in the church branch btc bekasi at 7 pm. When I came and began to pray at my seat I felt the presence of God in the church room. I felt my legs tremble. really beautiful feel the presence of the GOD. I am so grateful to you holy spirit to guide me until I can be at this to worship you. This is my Lord I my heart come here to worship and praise thee O Father, O Jesus. I am grateful to the Lord because you really good in my life. I give thanks O Lord, for your mercy in my life. Lord, I beseech thee kingdom come in my life, in order to feel that earthly life because I know the street in the kingdom there is no lack of words. I need a miracle from you in my life.
When 1 worship song ends my body was not the dancing yet. I pray: "Lord, I know that you’re here with us this place, I know you see your children singing, they are praise and pray to you, if you listening your chidren’s pray, I pleased you, O Lord give us a sign. Despite my mouth not singing this song, but I believe you know what’s in my heart, I want to praise and glorify your name.

This is the prayer O Lord, listen your children wishes. Suddenly I am speaking of the spirit and the body shake. With hand over mouth said thank you LORD. Then my leg skip one steps forward. Momentarily speechless and then a loud and strong voice out of the mouth, tounges.
Dance by Spirit holy in my body begins.
Rotating body in position over the hand, palm facing, and I continue to speak of the spirit then my hand going down 45° alternate between right hand and left
the body continues to rotate.

Movement back to the next hand on the turn and tilt-rotate the withdrawal like a choir leader.

After that both of my hand such as holding up a large bowl. My Body jumps 3 times forward, backward and then forward again to halt the body and then I like to make attracted over tiptoe feet, and after that hand go down my body bend like salute marks dance has been completed.

After finish, I felt very happy, unbelievable God receive our worship and pray. Praise LORD for his Mercy.

Light

LORD, You are good and your mercy endurance forever, YOU love me never ends in my life. You show me your face shine as the sun.

Now i believe what bible say in Matthew 17:2 "And was transfigured before them: and his face did shine as the sun, and his raiment was white as the light. "

You are truly shine like sun. i can see you in my spirit-life. thank you lord, thank you,

Thank you for this gift.

Thank you for changing my life. Thank you for loving me.

worhip you

Dear Jesus,

When I lift my hands to you O Lord, i know that you are here with me. I love you and I surrender full marks to you. I am singing a worhip and dancing with and angels in Heaven to praise you my LORD. Please O Lord come to my life and made me the children your Kingdom.

Bed-experience

After I got the gift of tongues, and run with the time I get visions and hearing the voice of the GOD. now when praise and worship in church my body spin and i aolso dance in pray i mean with close eyes.

My heart always feel happy, I feel the Lord blessed with abundantly.

However, at 18 january 2009 when I joined first service at 8 am at Tiberias Indonesia church branch of Mangga Dua Square. I dancing in praise but a security in that place stoping me dancing. He asking me to go back to my seat. Even though I continue to dance and pray not heed his speech, after I did not hear what the sound man thent I ask to the Lord: "God's why I stopped? it is not that I deliberately seen people dancing, you just move my body of my dancing?"
It is the lesson from God to me. Through this incident reminds me of God will experience back Choo Thomas who writes her experiences in the book Heaven is so Real that I read in 2005.

at pray time I said, "Lord, now I have experienced the sadness of your child, Choo Thomas , and I believe there is a beautiful plan for me to provide you that it will be beautiful when I was ready to receive them."

Two weeks had passed, in each of worship that I follow, preaching God's servants (Pastor. Josua Tumakaka and Pastor. Ara Siahaan) I believe contains the message of God to me. I trust God speaks through the mouth, down my servants struggle on in spite of my grief I never talk down this second pastor.
Conclusion of their preaching: "God let something sad that my heart's going to make me grow and more mature in spirit. God let the devil work through my church workers to see up my obedience."

I am still given by the freedom to choose: continue dancing for HIM or reject this ointment. God wanted to see if I change my heart when I experienced the incredible sadness deep in the heart. God knows whether I would take the decision to leave HIM and the work of the Holy Spirit in my heart for God through nice dance as the living sacrifice.

Praise you GOD, i praise you JESUS, praise you Holy Spirit